This week is probably the most stressful week I have ever had.
My internet wireless has been malfunctioning for over three hours, so I'm posting while i can before it jams again. I'm having a severe brain block on how to write my defence sheet while trying to complete my homework at the same time.
The sense of foreboding from last year's quarter finals has come back to haunt me again. I really really really hope that we will win but there is this uneasy feeling in my bones that won't go away and it is telling me that we will have a hard time.
I guess its because if we make the semi-finals, we will have to prepare a case all on our own in one hour. What if we sound like total idiots? What if we go up against ACS Barker Road?
I will surely die of stress.
Curse the school for not making Debate a CCA. This is such a prejudice.
The debate competition finals will be held on the 18th of April, exactly one day before the First Aid Competition. And I still feel very vague about Transportation of Casualty.
I find myself now being ripped apart by both commitments.
Should I put my head into beating our eternal rivals in the First Aid Competition, River Valley High?
Or should I put my heart into working towards the debate competition finals?
Although, River Valley High's debate team was in our division, and they didn't even make the quarter finals.
That's one thing I don't need to worry about.
But doesn't that account for something?
This month is probably going to be the most busy month of the entire year.
I am trying my best to do my work in my post, but there are far too many things to do.
My mom expects good grades from me.
I want to win the debate finals.
I also want to win at least second place in the First Aid Competition.
I want to do my job properly in the commitee.
I want to survive in you-know-who's class.
I want to do all my homework on time and with quality.
And I want to finish all project work, including the Total Defence project.
Doesn't anyone realise that I'm only human?
I'm not superman!
At times like this I really wish I could be at two, no three places all at once to fufill all my commitments that I have made.
Where's a Time-Turner when you need one?
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Oathkeeper
A Keyblade given from Kairi to Sora as representation of the promises that they have made to each other and to fufill them.
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Sorry, but I have no such luck.